holy shitballs, i’m bored. 

It’s not just that I’m unmotivated, it’s just that I’d rather roll in my own urine than have to be like this for another three and a half years. 

I don’t know what I want, I just know it’s not here.. 

Okay, if everything goes to plan, I could very well have my own pet duck by the end of the week. 

I realise that it will shit everywhere and my parents will probably disapprove.. but all I want right now is to just sit next to a bath and watch my duck swim.